Good morning people!!!

I'm hoping it is a beautiful day for all of us,either working or in vacation...
Me for example, you could consider me on vacation since i had just got back from cruiseline job in Italy...
Yup,i am a cruise ship's crew! Or now I might call myself an ex crew. I decided that I won't come back to work in cruise ships anymore. I believe now my calls is right here on the land but I just haven't figured it out in which place. :)

But I am quite sure that leaving my old life there onboard is the right thing to do. Well,maybe it was the right thing to do if I had done it before, but I refuse to feel any regrets of what i had chosen in life.
I thought that if I had quitted long time ago then I would'nt able to polish my italian at least at this level. Or that I will never meet this great guy that I care about so much. So no regrets at all!!! :)

It did shock me though that I have been working on a cruise ship for 6 years!! I mean WAW... I have spent that long! And it's been 6 years I have lost some tracks of what had happened on the people that  I cared about. I have missed my friends weddings,child births,reunions,and even my relatives deaths.
I missed so many!!
This is some of the consequences on working as a crew. You might earned good deal of money but you must sacrifice your time with your love ones.

Anyway,the reason that I wanted to quit is because I think it's time for me to have a normal life. I still don't want to continue live in Indonesia (although I do love my own country) for so many reasons. I want to have a new life somewhere in Europe (possibly in Germany) and start my own journey!
May God bless me and show me the way on achieving this dream...

Let's live our life to the fullest and be happy with it!!! ;)


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